Exciting, Scary

So an exciting/scary new chapter in our life is beginning.  We're trying to buy our first place!!

I'm so pumped and yet scared stiff.  There is so much to worry about and so much to be totally excited about.

I feel kinda bipolar right now cuz I swing pretty dramatically between "We're gonna have our own house and make it awesome and love it and live in it forever and be so happy!"

to

"It's all gonna fall through and the house is going to fall down around our ears and we're gonna go bankrupt and be homeless in my parents' basement!"

I am my own one-woman show!